http://demjdr.vox.com/library/posts/page/1/ en Vox Sun, 27 Dec 2009 22:49:57 -0800 Copyright 2009 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/why.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/why.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/why.html?_c=feed-rss Sun, 27 Dec 2009 22:49:57 -0800 WHY FUCKING WHY!!!!??????????? WHY AM I NO LONGER ALLOWED TO GET ON MY FEET! WHY DO I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF PLAYING THE VICTIM! AM I JUST MEDIOCRE? WHY HAVE I HAD THE OPPORTUNITIES I'VE HAD THEN? WHY AM I SO F(*&ING BROKE! WHY DOES IT ALWAYS LOOK LIK... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/why.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d0123ddcf88e6860b?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> why http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/bad.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/bad.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/bad.html?_c=feed-rss Fri, 04 Dec 2009 22:50:31 -0800 Is practicing putting a finger to your head and pulling the trigger a bad thing? <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/bad.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d0123ddc5db61860b?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/success.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/success.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/success.html?_c=feed-rss Fri, 04 Dec 2009 22:25:33 -0800 Friends, acquaintances call me a success Yet I consider myself a failure Yes I succeeded.....once upon a time, I guess for some I succeed now.. but when my ideal was always different... I have not succeeded. Not being able to support my mom not be... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/success.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d01240b812a56860e?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:47:28 -0800 I remember walking home on the day of 9/11 thinking i was going to die saying goodbye to my mom on the computer. As I was walking through times square waiting for another plane to hit i looked back on my life and thought, wow, it's been great, i'v... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/looking-back.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d0123ddd95981860c?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless-1.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless-1.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless-1.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:11:13 -0800 Lying in bed eating everything I can think of, chips, cake, cookies.... my form of alcoholism hopeless IRS......Mother.......no way to win... no way to feel like a human again.... no way to feel unbroken.....successful......worthwhile.... like a m... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless-1.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d01240b7fb554860e?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/this-life.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/this-life.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/this-life.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 25 Nov 2009 00:30:34 -0800 Is it too late? Am I wasting my time? Why am I still here? How am I still here? Grateful...yes....most of the time.... Happy? Well. Do I still serve a purpose in this life? or am I just taking up space? has all my truly good fortune passed? has my... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/this-life.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d01240b7d9ba8860e?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/broken.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/broken.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/broken.html?_c=feed-rss Fri, 20 Nov 2009 00:08:08 -0800 Haven't been able to apply the advice of June 9th. Wondering if I will ever come alive again.... or if i am just decaying slowly before my very eyes and watching it all happen in front of me while being left behind. Am I being sucked into my head ... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/broken.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d0123f17f376b860f?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> depressed btoke http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/imagination.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/imagination.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/imagination.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 22 Jun 2009 23:16:56 -0700 You just need to let your imagination free, you can do whatever you imagine...whatever you want. (paraphrased) Montreal Art Shop....ron <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/imagination.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d0110183f8a28860f?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/what-do-you-do-when.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/what-do-you-do-when.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/what-do-you-do-when.html?_c=feed-rss Thu, 14 May 2009 20:26:49 -0700 What do you do when you are doing everything "right" and it doesn't feel good, doesn't payoff in any way, doesn't "change your life", doesn't show you that this is what you should do more often. What do you do when you choose "right" and there is... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/what-do-you-do-when.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d011016498175860c?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(DEMJDR) http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless.html?_c=feed-rss http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless.html?_c=feed-rss Tue, 14 Apr 2009 19:49:03 -0700 Is there anyone in this fu#%ing world I can trust? <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://demjdr.vox.com/library/post/hopeless.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00c2252a14fa8e1d01101679b384860d?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p>